| beat bumpin:: drake >> best i ever had
emotion:: feeeenin` ok
sigh another day.. good thing im off today. its 4:35am right now. cant sleep. it sucks to be a night owl. if only a yogurt shop was open right now. hahah sike. anyhoo.. i still work at target. im still wit the babydaddy. we still live in the same apartment. but we might move to a different one. i kinda want to... not that this apartment is bad or anything. i just wana try new places. im so freakin bored right now. i cant wait til i get paid this friday. my hours are getting cut.. not just me tho. but everyone else. sucks huh? oh well. its cool i guess. im thinking about finding another job. target has its ups and downs. but i kinda want a different job. i wana try something thats not retail. ugh whatever. job hunting is so hard right now. welpz. im off to go websurfing.. later succckkkaas
-mama
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| beat bumpin:: christina milian>>us against the world emotion:: bored as fcuuuuk!!! ughh.. hannah montana is on.. gross. why are all these disney channel girls skanked out? sheesh anywayzz... today was a good day. walked around with my baby, visited grandma at work, walked to L&L and met up with my sis abegail. after that, we met up with my other sister esther at tapioca express. walked to target to buy baby food and then walked to borders. we then saw kleo waiting in front of L&L for her sister.. and then we saw maxie at borders studying with her classmate. and the three of us went to visit my mom again on our way home. sigh what a day....... so i got work tmrw. i worked 8hrs this week. which it sucks cuz i got yucky hours but its ok, its a little vacation for me :) i enjoyed it especially since target makes you work like crazy. anyhoo.. i dont have much to say so ima bounce, laaaates |
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| beat bumpin:: ne-yo>>miss independent emotion:: awaaaaake :( okayy.. so tell me why its 3:47am and im still up.... on fcuking xanga. wtffff... ok whatever dayz. its been awhile since ive been on here. alot has changed over the past couple years. maybe after a few more sentences you'll notice my way of talking has changed as well. i guess this is what college does to you. they fcuk u up. haha just kidding, but seriously. anyhoo, to update you all on my 411. im still with my knight and shining armor from krispy kreme... ahem paul ahem. i have a baby now, her name is paula, we now live in an apartment, its not those crappy looking apartments. it actually looks nice. im doing the best i can to make it look like a sexy condo haha. ok moving on, im currently working at target as a cashier. sure it may not sound as much.. but im bank.. i mean big bank from working there. i get great hours for a part timer and my paycheck is perfect. enough to pay rent, bills, tuition, shopping, stuff and more other stuff. im not attending school this semester but i will next semester for family purposes. sadly i dont have my drivers license yet. i failed my drivers test for the third time a couple days ago. its really sad. i feel hopeless, but im not giving up. everything is going good so far. im just gona list my current goals that i need to focus on...... -transer to csus with an a.s in biology or chemistry -lose 15lbs. -get drivers license -save up to $3000 and thats it for now for my current goals. so that means i gotta finish those goals before i make new ones :) planning strategically lol.f --la fatima |
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| beat bumpin:: robin thicke»lost without you
emotion:: ehh
so im here in my bf's room... total sausage fest in her excluding me. and they're all playing WoW (world of warcraft)... oh well.. what can i do right? at least i get to see the bebs. anyway, im so bored.... &hungry. anyways.. i was upset today because my mom wouldnt let me go out longer.... grr.. so since being the beeyotch i am... i told them last minute that i'll be home by 7 when i was really supposed to be home now... err like 20 minutes ago since its 5:20. ughhhh.... well yea.. i had fun today.. my bf picked me up and lead me to his room and raped me. hahahhahahah. and after that carl came and our fun ended. ohhhh well. so yeah. and then jon came and carl left and me and the bebs continued our fun. and thats about it. we just looked at pron aka porn. and we jus chilled. and silly me i also played WoW... and i felt like a total nerd. im gonna go ahead and play my barbie cd rom game. hahahha laaaaaters |
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| beat bumpin:: whatever . emotion:: emo . sigh i feel really bad right now . a couple nights ago, i got caught sneakin out.... again. ok.. so it was a bad idea.. i dont regret anything though...... or do i? my dad isnt talking to me anymore... its been two days! and he hasnt said a single word to me! i mean.... is it really that bad? was it that bad to the point that he'll never speak to me again whatsoever? im so confused... oh well whatever he's thinking in that big head of his.. im gona continue what im doin and stay strong... im gona keep tryna raise my grades and prove my parents that i can be independent and that im more than what meets the eye. sure.. it'll take about a million years to prove that. ok moving on... me nd my boyfriend paul are doin great... he says he has faith in whatever positive things i will do.. such as graduating high school. i hope i do. i wont give up... its kina sad actually.. ill keep my grades to myself... but yea.. moving right along.. i should get goin .. laaaterz  fatima
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